As I lay dying

Knock kNock..... on the door of heaven
and the door is yet to open
Finally, one more step to go
Out as the last breath I blow
But is this right? I think
Is heaven the right place? I blink
As i lay dying...............

i can listen to the desires of the deaf
And for what the mighty sea craves
I can hear the song of the dumb
i can fell the sorrow of the numb
I can see the dark in sunlight
That tiny bit of wrong in the right
I can know why the moon shines at night
To help the lovers get out of sight.
i realise in life what a blind seeks
He seeks for lush in the bleak.
banging in my ears the cry of an angel
What lies behind that door to hell?

Sounds of guns. Blasts. death.
But no tears will anyone shed.
Not lives, Not souls, Not tonight.
Tonight the bulleets are killing just the human in me.

knock knock.. on the door of heaven
and the door is just to open
The last step and I'm going
out as the final breath I'm blowing
With the last thought i leave things apart
With the last blink My eyes are shut.
as here i lay ----
DEAD.